once again alway down time when dont end up getting spankings

Alway down time when you figure out the truth that you knew for long time that wasnt gonna happen and you were not going get a spanking or the female will spank you reason i mention this cause was this cashier  i been talking to about her spanking me she said maybe alot she said she cant   i said well what if and when your off she said maybe   even said this when first ask her about my bday spankin back in july my bday was july 6th she said maybe  then too so few times she said maybe then i ask her you must have boyfriend she nod head yes   iask her if she like being spanked she said sometime when her boyfriends want to do it whole time she seem ok with me mentioning spanking to her even told her i like be spanked for punishment too she said ok anyhow fast forward to last night  i ask her if she would give me least one spank on my butt she said i cant  i said so your saying no  now she said yes  even said something about her boyfriend wont let her so i said your boyfriend not allowing you too or want you too she said yes i  said ok it ok that when i realize it not gonna happen with her something tell me as i thought about it that really wasnt gonna happen with her  even think she didnt really want do it anyhow  iam not gonna bother her with it anymore  just figure it a closed deal not gonna happen no reason to bring it up and have to move on

 this has happen to me few other times too when i think gonna happen iam going be spanked it end up not happening  i alway feel i have start over and find somebody else which get very hard for me just when i think iam gonna finally find the one person it never happen or follow thru oh well back to drawing board with me and finding female to spank me the kind i want and one where i wouldnt have pay for it i found few females who agree or would spank me but  they charge money and it money i dont have there too many of them i would let need decide which one to be first one i go to i would love be friends with the female too  same as for all  female model i found on fet life and spanking tube  i would let any of them spank me and i want be there friends too make me feel good knowing there a female i can go to get spanked by them ands  one who wont let my bad behavior get far out of line. even if it was normal female  i would want that  i meant normal regular as one who not the model ones so iam not ruleing you  female out

anyhow iam gonna have think real hard who and how iam gonna actually get my first real punishment spankings from  hope happen before iam old and grey lol  iam sure there female out there in city i live who would spank me and enjoy giving naughty boys spanking i know there female out there who enjoy spanking naughty boys

 one other thing i have this other female i ask who had to ask her husband if he would allow her to give me bday spankin  i havent talked to her since then but iam thinking she another one who gonna say no  when i  do see her   i am gonna see if she bring it up  or maybe i will re ask her if she want spank me for my late bday or if she would spank me anyhow but i have feeling her husband said no to it when she ask me so iam thinking she another female iam gonna have to forget about and move on  cause dont think she will spank me  iam not scare or nervous about getting spanked by her or any other female or the other female i mention earlier so wish me luck every body to me finally getting the spankings i desver and had comming for long time  ladies it open season on my butt you can practice your target practice on my butt so spanks away

How tell if somebody into spankings

Hello spanking fans/friends  lover  i have alway wonder how we be able to tell if other people is into spanking or certain male or female is the top meaning the one who dish out a spankings to naughty boys and girls. either is it by attiude or  way they dress or talk  how can we tell they being serious  or joking when mention spanking or conversation is about it or like if female say to a guy if i was around when you did that i would of pull your pants down and bend you over my knee  and give you good spanking?  if happen to me i would wonder if female telling me the truth or not if she really would spank me. another line i think be awesome to hear is you should of been spanked or you need be spanked again i never hear these lines form female again i wouldnt be able tell if truth or not  she serious wanting to punish me

 that why i normally ask if there way to tell if somebody like her is into spankings  i know there people out there with own opinion on these type of subject i more then willing to listen to everyone of those  opinon people have we can debate this anytime you want too

 another subject is i keep looking online to try and find female to spank me but i still dont have any luck of the female either not responding to my message  i  hate one i do find she charge money i just wish i had female who would give me a punishment spankings for free. after she get done i will paid her with compliment how weel god  job done on my naughty butt that should of been spanked years ago. i think iam type who would need a spanking every day of the week that how naughty  iam too bleive me    i hope have female lining up near by waiting take me over lap for spankings  i even dream of getting double punishment from 2 strict female iam sure i would regret it but i think if 2 female mad at me they both should do spanking same time since both going be spanking me anyhow. maybe one at time then finsih it off i get double ass blistering right ladies  iam gonna try upload few pics of my self  which i think  hope be down below  hope it work  finger cross if  fail  iget 50 -100 spanks from any female how that.

ask bartender for a spanking or other female worker

i was just recently on vacation in florida ameila island stay at hotel that was on the beach too which was very nice if you ask me reason for my blog this time i think i miss an chance to maybe be spanked by female bartender see i  was at bar/resturant that was inside hotel. i bought a budweiser beer then i bought another one this female bartender was kind of friendly and smiling at me  she was about to get off  the bar close at midnight  she ask me if i wanted check out cause she was going to be leaving the other guy can take care of me i said yea check out she look over and said  you had 2 beer so it 6.50  for one other one on me  i was shock she bought me a beer. she was type of female i would of ask to spank me but since other people around still i didnt ask but i wanted to which upset me lol
went back to resturant bar are last night at hotel with family she did remeber me cause look at me and said welcome back  i said thanks yep iam back see  earlier that one night me and my dad was their eat dinner and then sat by bar to have another drink i went back there on my own later which what happen i mention so long story short after me and family had dinner that last night i was going go back to bar resturant on my own but i was too tired and didnt go. kind of upset me cause i miss a chance to see if the girl was into spankings and would of maybe spank me guess i never will know now

 the thing is i have ask other bartender and cashier at stores i go to if they would spank me or want to of course i alway get turn down by the girls casue either married or have bf     or just dont do that sort of things.  i alway wonder if some day i would get lucky when i do ask one of these type female  what does everyone think of my chances of getting lucky with one saying yes there some i wanted to ask but they no longer work at the place  i go to so  i think of it as a missed chance

every day i go thru same thing wondering if this day be one day all change iam over a female lap getting my butt spanked soundly  untill i cant sit and learn a vauable lesson from them

in closing has anyone ever asked a certain person in store or bar like bartender/waitress  or  you female a male bartender/waiter if they would spank you or how u been naughty and need punish

Enjoy talking to other spanko people

i alway enjoy talking to other people in spanko land who just like me into this sort of things but bad thing is alot of them are being spanked  or gotten lot of spankings lol which piss me off that there naughty butt getting the treatment i wish mine would be getting guess can have my cake and eat it too  i suppose  right

 there few girls who i  love mention in this blog  hope they dont mind one is Alex Reyonld  an adorable girl i might add who is sweet kind funny friendly girl who i enjoy watching or seeing her  butt be spanked she has taken time out talk to me and even comment on few of my blogs which iam thanksful  for so thanks you miss Alex you rcok keep on  sharing your life with all of us

 Second i want mention Miss cali  aka katrina she has said number of time she willing and want to give me a spanking but it has yet to happen i think she actually scare too  hope she know iam joking with her  iam sure in due time  i will find myself over her lap getting the spanking i so desver   there lot of reason  she need to give me what i desver which is spanking of my life  in due time  Miss cali Katriana   iam sure this will happen you also reember everything i said to you on twitter


 to me i know sometime way i talk to  people on here iam just having fun and maybe my mouth would actually get me in lot of trouble with the strict female or somebody who swtich who by now cant wait get their hands on me   i would love go to spanking party to meet there awesome people but i cant afford go to any of party plus i be too shy around them too unless they approach me and talk to me maybe  i will open up if it somebody i know who said would spank me  i will  maybe ask right away if  i can get spanking out of way lol hope they dont make me wait longer for my painful punishment

 Miss Strict Julie spanks blog is another female who i enjoy talking to on her blogs she seem like friendly  female too and have given me lot of advice too which iam also thanksful she sound like a true strict female who is not to be mess with at any given time so naughty boys beware of her  unless   you want her to tan your backside or give your female partner advice and idea how do it them self

 so once again iam thanksful  to be talking to people i mention above and on those spanking site   i   go to and part of all time   i alway enjoy making new friends  i hope make alot more

another day another night go by

Hello everyone  hope you all been doing great and  life been treating you good  me life has it up and down and been so and so for me i keep on living life as i should but it does get lonely at time too. since i dont have nobody to talk about  spankings in my real life public times  i still have many of you over the internet  i have talked too about spankings and the life style too which is alway a very big help in a little way but not awful lot


 I know there female out there who offer spanking service but most of them as i am sure i said before live far away from me and even charge too much money i  have spoken to a few female on the social media web site world who has said they would give me a spanking or belive i been naughty boy and desver to be spanked which  kind of does make me happy and excited but i know wont and cant happen unless iam able to afford the session   true i should meet girls or female in my area instead of looking for  a female online but i had try many times over the years find female in my area but i been shot down alot of times by the female

Alot of time i am embrassed to have this feeling of wanting to be spanked by female and i normally wonder if all the female i have ask  still remeber me asking them long time ago to spank me even so  when i see these females after asking them they still talk to me but me or they never mention the conversation about spanking we had   idont even bring it up i just move along and accept answer no  it not gonna happen casue these female say no

 life can be boring up and lonley if your naughty butt which desver to be punish real bad keep  on every day being un punish and you alway wonder if next day going be your  luck come true and you will  wind up over a female  lap being spanked hard or being told bend over for this  that you had comming for very long time  iam sure if i was face to face with a female who is and will punish me or hear her say iam going get a spanking or somebody should take you over their lap or you need be spanked  so in closing is it too much for me to ask to get the one thing i crave which is a A GOOD HARD PUNISHMENT SPANKINGS

selfspankings

i have to admit i done alot of self spankings to myself and i even had sent few female video of me doing the self spankings to myself they seem to enjoy watching me spank and punish myself too casue few have told me some even said wasnt hard or red enough to their liking lol i  mostly use my web cam to make self spanking video if any female want see few of video let me know i will love send you some videos

  i feel like iam getting tired of doing selfspankings casue i dont think i can or have spank my self hard enough either i  know if an actual person or female was doing the actual spankings punishment  it would be lot harder more painful too casue they would have chance to really lay the smackdown on my ass and have total freedom to swat away over and over and over  until message is across and the lesson is well learn and the female can see the result too knowing they are one who created the soreness and  seeing me suffer from the painful punishment they just   made on my naughty behind trust me my  butt has been naughty alot actually so bad where  i feel i  can keep going over  and over being bad too  i know lot of people do self spankings them self and have differnt opinion and idea on how to do self spanking


 Problem is i live in a small city where i dont think there is much action going on in this lifestyle i also felt and said to myself  iam sure there somebody in my area or my city madison ohio who is into and willing to give me what i crave and desver too which is a good spanking and willing to take crack at my butt and intrested in punishing me to make be behave like a good boy like iam suppose behave like

What i normally use to spank myself with when i do selfspanking is wooden spoon, bathbrush and hairbrush too  i try spank myself hard too i  found out i hate wooden implement lol but i think if i was being punish with one for real by a female she wouldnt care if i like it or not but she feel i need to feel it to learn the lesson and to correct my bad behavior too which i  wouldnt have no problem with either long  iam being punish too

  i call myself a switch   i wouldnt mind spanking a female that like to be spank but i feel iam more comfortable at being one with my pants or shorts pull down being punish by a female who is the Top rather then a bottom too  just way  i  feel at the time iam sure there people out there who understand what iam saying and get what iam trying to say

 last but not least the Lovely sweet cute adorable  Alex Reyonld who blog i love  reading just comment again on my other blog telling me  i need to post again so that what iam doing i didnt  do it casue iam scare she would actually a SPANK ME LOL  it just i know she know few FEMALE TOP  who she can  get  them to spank me lol   iam sure she owuldnt tattle on me right Alex lol

Hello iam back

sorry  it been long time since i have last blog  i been naughty boy some female should order me pull my pants down and bend over for good spanking so i wont be lazy any more and get to more blogging  i  have adit iam still new to blogging and alll but iam willing to learn how to be able to blog so i can meet new people   i love reading other people spanking blog    it fun to read about how  iam not alone in this crazy spanking world

  I still be unable to find a female who is willing to blister my butt good  Lord know i been needing a good bare ass punishment i been too naughty for far too long  i  need be taught proper lesson soon or i may  go on being bad knowing i wont be punish by a strict female   i still get jealous when i read or hear about people being spanked make me wish  i was just like them

   i have ask few  or some female if they wanted to spank me but i been turn down by all the female i have ask which make it more  diffcult for me and make me want to give up on ever being spanked by female   just today i ask a female if she intrested in bending me over her knee and spanking me she said no  but she has kids she  does that too. even so  she refuse spank me least i know she does do some spanking and bleive in it right.

 it time like that  which make me want to give up   i have no where else to turn too   iam mostly intrested in hearing about female who spanks their mens in their life   that is my main interest but i have said iam willin to switch with female but not sure if i  be ok getting spanked by a female who get spanked herself

  make me wonder how do female who never been spanked themself now make living spanking other people that one thing i  often wonder myself iam sure some female out there can explain why since they never get spanked but enjoy spanking other people

 what i want and need is punishment spanking   ican feel and crave it everyday  but my naughty butt alway remain untouched and un spank   i  hope that change soon if not who know what iam going to do

 hope hear from you people and soon  i  love meeting new people to become friend with so get back to me if want